miércoles, 17 de junio de 2009

Yo quise de tantas formas

Quise silenciosamente, desde lejos y muy de cerca, de manera discontinua y de forma inacabable, románticamente y de forma cruda y fría… aunque nada es evidente en eso del querer: no hay procedimientos ni tácticas, uno quiere y ya… pienso yo. Y entre querer y amar me di cuenta, por primera vez, que no eran la misma cosa, que todavía había algo furtivo que debía conocer… pero al menos estar enterada era una buena forma de comenzar.

En secundaria quise en secreto a algunas personas que nunca me notaron, pero no importaba, porque yo no quería que lo hicieran, y porque primero tenía que saber cómo era eso de amar de verdad. Me limitaba a ver a otros quererse sin atreverme a nada aún.

Todos mis ensayos de amor no eran correspondidos, y eso era desolador, pero siempre podía haber un ‘nuevo proyecto’. Pero aquellos que buscaban ser proyectos a la fuerza siempre eran rechazados: “mal aliento”, “fuma”, “egoísta”, “demasiado inmaduro”…"es un hijoputa" (etc). Que se le va a hacer. No era mi tiempo.
Hasta hace poco, entre llantos acumulados por desamores y experiencias de infancia me regía por el siguiente silogismo:

Continuar leyendo...

lunes, 25 de mayo de 2009

The miracle of love

miércoles, 13 de mayo de 2009

sábado, 25 de abril de 2009


Perdon, pero era tan inevitable no poner esa foto!

martes, 14 de abril de 2009

Quiero un Mr. Darcy


lunes, 13 de abril de 2009

¿Quién

quiere

hacer un

debate,

al respecto

de

esta parejita?

domingo, 12 de abril de 2009


El amOr es un campO de Batalla
Si no peleas por lo tuyO nO ganas.

Taylor Swift - Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you,
I close my eyes, and the flash back starts.
I'm standing there. On a balcony of summer air.

I see the lights,
See the party the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd,
You say hello
Little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone,
I'll be waiting all theres left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
Tts a love story baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quite because we're dead if they know
So close your eyes, Escape this town for a little while
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all theres left to do is run
You'll be the prince, I'll be the princess
Tts a love story baby, just say yes

Romeo save me, try to tell me how it is
This love is difficult, but its real,
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
Its a love story baby, just say yes, oh,

I was tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think.
He fell to the ground, and pulled out a ring

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and thats all you know
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress
Its a love story baby, just say yes
Oh, Oh, Oh
We were both young when I first saw you